Listening to: Check Your Head - Buckcherry
Mood: Contemplative
So....Internets. Hello again. Today's topic won't be super light, but true to form, I'll try to keep you entertained in my efforts to deal with sucky things with humor.
There's not really a lead in for this, so here it is: Daddy G and I have separated.
*Crickets*
Well that certainly got uncomfortable fast, but trust me, there's no need. In fact internets, this is the first time I've said it out loud and in (semi)public.
I'm not going to go into why or all the painfully uncomfortable details - I'll spare you this time. I will say this. It's been a long, difficult, and painful road that has led me here. I feel like I am starting to finally get my shit together a bit and move on, which has been agonizing and amazing on the same coin.
I'm still in India. I plan to stay - I truly love it here. He has rented his own place and is in the process of moving out as he bounces between here and the US. I still work as an HR manager in his company. This is not that uncomfortable and I truly love my job. We shall see how long that lasts.
As I mentioned, I'm doing alright now. I'm working on stabilizing myself, saving some money, being a single parent, and developing my own plans and goals.
My kids are ok for the time being. They've had time to adjust and Daddy G and I have been cordial and cooperative for their sake.
His parents and the family that knows have been supportive and kind to me so far, I can't complain.
I think I'll leave this here for now. Just an update on the direction life has taken me.
Becky
Mood: Contemplative
So....Internets. Hello again. Today's topic won't be super light, but true to form, I'll try to keep you entertained in my efforts to deal with sucky things with humor.
There's not really a lead in for this, so here it is: Daddy G and I have separated.
*Crickets*
Well that certainly got uncomfortable fast, but trust me, there's no need. In fact internets, this is the first time I've said it out loud and in (semi)public.
I'm not going to go into why or all the painfully uncomfortable details - I'll spare you this time. I will say this. It's been a long, difficult, and painful road that has led me here. I feel like I am starting to finally get my shit together a bit and move on, which has been agonizing and amazing on the same coin.
I'm still in India. I plan to stay - I truly love it here. He has rented his own place and is in the process of moving out as he bounces between here and the US. I still work as an HR manager in his company. This is not that uncomfortable and I truly love my job. We shall see how long that lasts.
As I mentioned, I'm doing alright now. I'm working on stabilizing myself, saving some money, being a single parent, and developing my own plans and goals.
My kids are ok for the time being. They've had time to adjust and Daddy G and I have been cordial and cooperative for their sake.
His parents and the family that knows have been supportive and kind to me so far, I can't complain.
I think I'll leave this here for now. Just an update on the direction life has taken me.
Becky
